i seriously just hate my life.
thr is no 1 moment of true happiness.
&i dont utd wht is my parents problem.
argh js fuck lah.
my dad can mk a big deal whn i nv tell him wht tym i rch home the day bfr.
whn i frgt tuh off the light.
whn i say the tv he like sucks.
whnevr whtevr i du lah!
thn if my sis got a carelss mistk in her test he will cm in and scold me until i say: IM NOT THE ONE WHO DID THE TEST!
i js dno whts his fucking problem.
evn whn my sister du sth wrng, i get scolded too.
my mum i blv is either crazy or gng thru menopause.
is lik FUCK LA she scolds me everyday,
suspects tht im wit a bf,
suspect tht i bluffed her,
dont blv i gort no hwrk fr the day,
tink tht i only knw hw tuh chat on msn,
etcetc.
&whnevr either my dad or sis mde her angry,
its lik dominos, the othr 2 of us will get scolded to fr nth.
she cn nagnagnag the whole day
and want me tuh du my hwrk.
hw am i gng tuh du wit her barking dwn my neck?
lik now, she wan me tuh du hwrk,
& ask me every 15mins walk tuh my sis's rm which is lik 10m away tuh check if she is chatting on the com.
its all crap can?
everyday if i go home late,
she will callcallcall me
see whr m i and whu im wit.
thn she will call the person i said im with.
and if im rlly wit tht person,
i get scolded whn i rch home,
for: reaching home too late.
they gort nehneh logic which are lik shit and pointless and can go tuh hell
they js gort too muchtym tuh poke their nose in my stuffs,
y cant they jus fuck off and du their own things
or try tuh hv a better understandg wit ech othr?
thr's still mre.
bt i shant contd.
imsure i cant finish evn 1 essay tdae and tmrw i will suffer the wrath of asha vora.
gg.
i tink the reason of my death 1 day will be becos of the sucky life i lead.
i cn nv du wht i wan, wht i lik.
isnt tht sad and whts the point of living lik this la!
suckers.
