ive decided...
tuh slp whn my hair dries hahaha.
&aft i brush my teeth and on the aircon and get intuh bed ahah.
meanwhile here are sm quizes ((:


NOW
Is your hair up? nah drying dint i js mention abv?
Is your phone right beside you? eh no. frgt whr i put it ler o.o
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nah im SINGLE
Do you miss someone? i miss slp now, currently.
Do you wish you were somewhere else? yeh
Do you have plans for tonight? slp lols!
Are you wearing makeup? nahnah
Are you wearing chapstick? huh?
Are you cold? re si ren leh sunburn so hotttt can..
Are you tired? SUPER.dint i js said?!
Are you excited? of?
Are you watching t.v? hello im at the comp now hw watch tv???
Are you wearing pajamas? nop.zz
Who's the last person that called you? tink my sister.

PAST
Recently done anything you regret? yeh. shant elaborate.
Ever lied? god doesnt.
Ever stuck gum under a desk? nehneh la i nort so bad.
Ever spit at someone? fr fun xD
Ever kick something living? yes duh
Ever trip over your own feet? yahs xD
Ever had your nails done? my french manicure failed ><>

Your true love's name begins with the letter A-G!!!!!!

Examples:Aaron...Brett...Cody...Dillion...Eric...Franky...Gary

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What Will Your Suicide Note Say???(Created by Matthew)

To my lover: I saw you with another person. I feel as if i should die.Love, me

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so close yet so far away

you are so close maybe if you talked you could be in love

Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Are You a bitch?

did you even have to ask??

Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

too much ler another day(:http://www.quizheaven.com

9:52 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae went kayaking 1 star ahahas

hm
met kiahin at ajunied.
blv me, im erlier than her.

thn mit p1 at pasir ris mrt
took 403 tuh the sport ctr la

thn brief brief brief alort lohs
stiw nid tuh swim
thn capsize is lik all the water go into my nosee o_o

& gort 1 dead fish abt 50cm long?
erxin lik hell
whn its washed onto the shore the nehneh houseflies all come la
EEKs=.=

thn hm sinhui zhenmei gort bitten by jellyfish
i tio bt i dno xD
now its stinging lik siao

eh thn did paddling la
was quite sian
and i gort abit seasick heheh..
almost puke whn i paddle too hrd.

hm thn yeh managed tuh bathe
i tot i wasnt burnt at all
now i see my thighs face and hands REDREDRED
and its statg tuh pain

and i washed my hair twice wit a huge generous amt of conditioner todae.
the sea water erroded my hair lik siao manz
&my top scalp pain until wash hair vryvry xinku.
so kelians rites..

anw my eye is pain agn!
&yijie gort sore eye too lols
seh bo?
i so infectious ((:

&i dint buy my n73 tdae!
cos the pro me wan trade in my old hp
bt frgt tuh brg the charger
nehnehs la
hope my parents tmrw free tuh go buy wimme sias
HAIZZZ



ok la i seriously wan zzz
see the ppl i chattg wit cn kp me awake norts.. (:

9:31 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

blahblahblah

tdae is nth much

js zzz

now my mum is nagging me tuh slp

anw i decided i shall change my hp num =DD
&my mum suspect sth cos i wan change hp num
nehneh lahs



anw sucks lah
i tink life is siansisansian!

n i gng fail my quadrativ ler!!
x.X


tmr recordg wors
cn skip grace ong's lsn sia!
shiok boh? =P




wahaha
&i hate lwj!

10:55 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae woke up at 9 thn parents wan me chiong taxi tuh sch
rchd at abt 1050 bahhs
hd lessons la
sian



ohya changed seats agn
now im wit junhao
at chua si min's old seat wor!!
ahaha
i will miss haoyu sia!

lols

anw life sucks wit specs k
so ugly
GRR
5 mre days thn cn wear contacts!


aft lessons went fr ldrship thingy
was sian loh
thn stupig wonka dwan sit wit weijie
RARRH

hm thn halfway we run away
me yijie lynn wonka weijie xizi
5 of them go ghimmoh
wonka and weijie eat their 爱心ice kachiang

me n yj go bugis street teenage cafe eat haha
the fd nort bad bahs
budden i dont lik cakes dont cant finish my choc cheesecake!
omg haha
thn talked and went home
forget tuh buy pencil case =.=

ohya my dad and sis tio sore eyes too!
arent i infectious?
((:
haha feel so bad lols
& my mum say her eyes pain ! ><

my gawd lols!

10:29 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala

kuku la i gort sore eyes sia!
dunnid go sch fr 2 days..
nehnehpok la dno hw i gort them der.

LAUSAI LA.
anw lucky i miss chem prac and quadratic test and ldrship trng wit sm cls sia.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzz

& now im on medication fr the 6th wk.
pro ma?
and eyes sibeh pain ahhh

4:57 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala

im actly damn high tdae der
till i gort home
as usual.

anw tdae in sch seems lik we hv gort lots of new hwrk la!
GRRR
stress cmg agn sias!

thn we changed seats too!
angelina is stiw bhd me,
and haoyu bside me lols.
he is 1 funny guy sia!

thn i <3 maths lessons lik keesiao 1 la
cos gort wilson bside me ahahah he so cute!
lols

thn stayed back find ms teng tuh tch me the whole of quadratic agn lols..
now i tink i utd it a lil bit mre lerr!
thn did my assignment 1 at the canteen till 5 whn yj joy and lynn cm out frm their electives.
took 100 hm wit them + yh.
zzz
was gay la





anw the suay things tdae are:
-my hp keesiao. in less than 12hrs aft charging it became flat sia! cant sms =.=
-my mum say she saw me walkg home wit a guy in uniform?!!!
-my mum say i look vry happy sure is go home wit ____?!
-my mum dont blv i stay back tuh du hwrk o.o
-i lost my calculator and my mum wan me tuh buy a new 1 wit my own $$$
-my dad says that saturday thn decide wan buy new hp norts.
-i hvn done geog.
-gort maths test on wed parents dont let me go watch movie tmr.


SUCKS RITE MY LIFE
STUPIG KUKUNEHNEHPOK!

&hor,its 'frgt' or 'dint'?

9:59 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala

was spamming ppl lik mad on friendster haha

and i hvn accept yj's 99 testi's

too lz

shall accept whn i get my 200th testi

wonder whu will it be?

meanwhile nights!
ynj is gnna get her beauty slp cos her eyebags are doubling day by day.

11:02 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

OMG DEAD LABBIT!!!

AHAHA SO FUNNY!
OMGOMG

haha seriously im laffinglik mad.
shall explain abt dead labbit nxt tym whn i can stp laffin aft hearing it ahaha

OMG LABBIT!

10:07 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

* Hair
[ ] long
[x] smooth
[x] straight
[x] layered
[ ] highlighted/dyed
[ ] straightening/curling iron
[ ] reboned/curled/permed
[ ] princess tiara
[ ] highlighting iron
Total: 3

* Clothes
[x] more than 5 formal dresses
[x] more than 15 going out clothes
[x]Adidas/Giordano/Hang Ten/Nike
[ ] brother's? blazers
[ ] hand-made sweaters
[x] more than 5 belts
[ ] nice costumes
Total: 3

* Shoes
[x] more than a pair of shoes
[x]more than 3 pairs of shoes
[ ] Hush Puppies/Shoebox/Ten Toes/Mador other popular brands
[ ] more than 2 pairs of tennis shoes
[ ] ballet shoes
[x] flip flops/slippers
[x] at least 1 high heels/sport shoes
Total: 4

*Jewelleries
[x] a real gold or silver necklace around your neck
[ ] more than one on your neck now
[x] necklaces (not on your neck) kept in your room
[x] hand made (beads) necklaces
[x]more then 2 watches
[x]diamond earrings/earrings with gemstones
[x] round earrings
[x] more than 5 pairs of earrings
[x] gold/silver bracelets
[x] more than 10 bracelets
[x] silver ring
[ ] nike perfume
[x] sunglasses
Total: 11

* Others
[x] mp3/iPod
[x] laptop/desktop
[ ] more than $700 cell phone
[x] CD player
[x] telephone in your own room
[ ] you own credit card(s)
[x] your own room
[x] piano/violin/guitar/etc
[x] more than one instrument
[x] camera/camcorder
[x] printer with scanner
[ ] huge bed
[x] closet with lots of clothes
[ ] barbecue pit
[ ] swimming pool
[ ] pet(s)
[x] fax/photocopy machine
[ ] nightstand
[x] treasure box
[x] diary
[ ] squeeze pillow
[ ] aroma therapy in your room (i've got aerobic therapy before)
[ ] TV in your room
[ ]your parents/you have a collection of antique stuff
[ ] you/your parents own a car
[ ] more than 1 car
[ ] gym room/karaoke lounge downstairs
[ ] you have a driver to drive you
[x] stayed in more than one house before
[x] family members/relatives are in other countries
Total: 15

* is this bulletin created/made by you? no-.-

OVERALL TOTAL : 23
10-20 AVERAGE GIRL--you are an average teenage girl
21-30---LUCKY GIRL--you are one lucky girl
31-45---SPOILED GIRL--you are spoiled
46+--RICH GIRL--you just happen to have lots of money to spend

10:03 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

1)What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel ?

- both sucks bananas k. whn u tell its lik digging yur brain out; whn you listen tuh sm1 tell is lik so supenseful & u dno wht tuh expect.

2)Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry ?

- tdae cos my mum cant stp saying things tht i dint du. & she cant stp accusing me of dng things tht i dint du. FUCK la.

3)You are on a flight from Bristol to KL with your family non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phonecall. Who would you call ?

-see whu im closest tuh at tht tym loh.

4)You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you are going to die. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die ?

-i will leave a 遗书 mb.. bt i dont tink my big mouth can hold any secrets ahaha.

5) What do you do with your remaining days ?

- split my assets of earrings btwn my sis and my coffin ((= . the things tht i wan tuh du bfr i die is totally impossible yeh?

6)Would you be afraid ?

- nop. cos my life is lik shit now.

7) You can have one of the following two things - trust/love. Which do you choose ?

- i tot they cm tgt? o.o

8)You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog ?

- 心有余而力不足。i frgt how tuh swim ler can? tink i will call SPCA xD

9) u are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or Why not?

- err? whu unfaithful will tell la? mb i will tell whn i tink tht he will frgv me or sth ba.

10)Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say ?

- NONONO! dont spoil the friendship sia! whn brk liao= br-less, & 1 lesser fren.

11)Think of the last person who you knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of their life back,but you have to give up one year ofyour life. Do you do it ?

- eh mb nort? if its meningful fr them i dont mind la. cos 1 day or 1 lifetym of mine is all kns.

12)Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend ?

- i dont mind any as long as they cn click wit me (:

13)Does love = sex ?

- nop! at least nort tuh me =.=

9:05 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

guess wht, im actually lookg frwd tuh sch tmr fr dno wht shit reasons.
i tink im hating my family mre and mre.
i tink nia la. dont go complain tuh my mum o.o

morn go eat breakfast at hawker wit mum thn kena scolded fr i dno wtf?
i seems tuh be gettg scolded everyday nowadays k.
she say i blame her fr wht has happened.
she say i dint respect her.
& alort of shit?
whn none are true tuh me kaes..

thn nvm.
i dumb go tk 197 tuh bedok interchange
took lik 1hr o.o
went tuh parkway thn tuh bedok
siaosiao la!

hm shelve books lo damn sian
fr 2.5hrs

thn went bk fr lunch
thn go back library brrw bks
see im bcming so guai ahaha!

thn go guitar
tdae 3 ppl nia!
and im the ferst tuh rch la, blv?
wahaha

aft tht shopped watson
thn went home.

actly gort proj go chak hse der.
bt they finished?
whu blv ahaah
bt i dont mind nort gng la..
potong pasir potong pasir, how tuh go?

haha life's so sianning now.
& i stie cant utd whts the point of getting degrees and phd,
thn u will die in the end.
nort lik educated ppl go tuh heaven and uneducated go tuh hell liddat..
sian la ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

tmr gort ldrship trng!
sian sia!
ZZZ

blah life is so sian!!!

=Z

i shall try tuh find a new blogskin and customise it,
bfr my mum finish bathg!
hope i can ahaha..

6:30 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

omg la im actly damn hapy tuhdae 1

bt js now cant seem tuh tune the guitar and i dno how tuh play at all!
imagine 1 mre term wit tht lao ah pek and his old old 'romantic' songs omg la
i will die
im gnna quit guitar in another term sia!
unless i become a genius guitar prodigy overnight!

nvm tinkg of quitg guitar mks me happy all over agn ahaha

ohya tdae eng tuitn kena scolded lik mad by my tr cos i nv du hwrk ><
nort my fault i cant find the honda accord 2007's pix wht!
zz

thn gort a new hcl tuitn
no shuai 1 la.
and so sian can go hell
fell aslp while writg my zuowen bt anw i finish my zuowen FERST k.
althou im new tuh the cls.
see how lousy tht cls it!

anw aft tht went shoppg
bot sm things
ohya EARRINGS!
fr my new hole ahaha
the top piercing can now match wit the earring on the bottom piecing lols!
so cool
ahaha
im so happy now agn~~



k nvm sian
tmr cip+guitar+project
i wan go hell alrdy.
& i nid tuh drag my guitar frm hse-hawker-bustp-bedok-tamp-potong pasir-my house.
SAI rite?
i tink i will go hm and dump it ferst bfr i go chak's hse =DD
yesyes im so smart!

10:03 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

LALALA

long since ive been so happy!

ok so i shall update back here agn!

LALA

tdae aft guides trned sec1s.
actly only tched 2 songs and mkg them run lik siao.
i feel vry murderous twrds the sec1s and i dont deny they suck ok.
nvm shant tok abt them!

hehehe
tdae total ran lik 8 rounds around track,
walked 4 rounds,
&ran ard the sch fr 5 mins!
feelg so muscular now sia!

and i feel damn happy ahhh
omg lols!

lalala~
now tinkg back i tink im a dumbass and everyth seems so farni now...

9:35 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae lessons lessons lessons.

nth much.

acknowledgement lars..

urm went home wit weijie, szuyee, chaoyuan, lynette and xizi.
was quite gay i guess?
cos gort wonka la.
long tym since i went hm wit a grp of 2h ppl (:

nvm
sian la.
ZZZ

9:21 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

im disappointed.

11:17 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae stiw as suck la.


bt aft sch went bugis wit lynn.
bot an earring fr my ear lobe
sq der haha

urm thn shopped
went tuh the stationery shop bot puma file and foolscape
lynn bot foolscape and sm othr things too!

thn shopped bugis street
almst gort lost
haha

thn went bk eat & tij

thn go home.

my mum dont blv im wit lynn?
o.o



no hope?

9:20 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

life js sucks.
i dont lik sch.
i dont lik home.
i dont lik anyth.


ok, mb sm things.



budden the things i dont lik is lik 99.99999999999999999999999999999999% of my life?
sucks totally k .
Z.Z





everyday i drat waking up.
thn in sch i drat coming home.
im drattg everyth.
whts the use of life then?

8:50 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

im gng crazy.

when i scream,
it will js echo in my head;
round and round it goes,
till im deafened by it.

is pain lik tht too?
till it gets numb?




i cant stand my life anymre.
&hvg sudical thoughts.
ok im gng crazy seriously.
sm1 send me tuh the mental hospital pls!

10:23 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

whu tink tht my life sucks big time pls breathe o.o
ok all alive ppl eh..
ZZZ


my life js sucksucksucksucks k.
&i js canot say sm things out.
i js canot tell 1 person, EVERYTHING tht is happening tuh me.
i dno why.
ZZZ
life's terrible, cant stand it anymre.

well its day1 of T2,
but nth nice seems tuh happen tuh me yeh?
im js dreamg in lessons,
&tryg tuh forget the pain on my ear & _____
sucks.
and i js pass fr geog.
o.o
super scared.
dont tink my mum is happy abt it ><

ok my life js sucks big tym ARGHHHH

&i went tuh the doctor agn js now.
2tym in 2 wks.
my ear gort infection sia!
o.o
1 big 1 small ji dan gao la.
&im on medication agn..

im lik on medicatn for wks liao.
now gort agn -.-
cant stand it.




i dont tink i cn ever forget.

5:19 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala~
tmr is sch & im scared!
>.<

9:48 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i believe i sold myself to blogger dot com, or the internet.
my soul my feelings are all here.
nowhr else cld i put them.
thr's no space for me in the world,
only here in the web, whr anyth is possible.


//edited*
maybe its rly nowhr.
blogger seems tuh be tryg tuh stp me frm postg.

1:06 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

♥, it all depends on beside i [u] .
look at the keyboard haha.


if im bad, ure too.
so i shdnt wry!(:

tsk im afraid of gng tuh sch agn.
schl in 40hrs!
ah im sooo afraid!
:(
omgomg im dead meat aaaaaaaaaaaaHHHHH..

wht the definition of love?
stiw no1 can gv me a sastisfactory ans.



anw cy jiayous tmr, or rather 9hrs ltr!
mk me go fr nth i will castrate u i tell u. :P
all the way!

12:37 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i feel so cheap.
AHHH
my sad sad bad bad mood fr soooooo many days is brought over by an hour's game of audition & a new bag!

im happy now bt i feel bad.
TSK.

9:56 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ok i tink im a dummy.
spent 3hrs in the end du wrng =.=
but i dont care!
heh!
900+ wrds
zzz
sucks lah
no wonder i hate researches
cos theyre all wrong & gv me the wrng info =.=

1:18 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

try gettg myself into a btr mood- du a quiz!
bt i tink i wont b of any hlp.
bt at least i cn tink of othr things fr a while.


What is your age?
15

What is your favourite colour?
hot pink, lime green

Where is your favourite place(s) to hang out?
ms see whu wit me.

What will you do when you get bored?
slp, comp, sms.

What will you do if there's earthquake?
i will scream and hide under my table.

What time did you wake up today?
1030 liddat i tink

What song are you listening to now?
一个像夏天一个像秋天

What is your favourite fastfood?
alort. bt they mk me FAT.

What did you eat for breakfast?
dint hv breakfast.

What will you do if you're angry?
blog, scream inside, cry.

Who's at home right now?
dad mum sis

Who scolded you today?
myself

Who are you thinking of right now?
u.

Who cares for you the most
this i rlly dno.

Who is your favourite movie actor(s)?
none in particular?

Who were you on the phone with today?
no1 yet.

Who woke you up this morning?
my dad.

Are you single?
shd b.

Are you in love?
i suppose.

Are you hot?
lol o.o im COOL :D

Are you happy?
NOPE

Are you tall or short?
short -.-

Are you satisfied with your life right now?
totally unsatisfied.

Do you own a cell phone?
yea duh!

Do you have an mp3?
yarh=.=

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
suppose nort.

Do you think you're sexy?
-.-

Do you have ex girlfriend(s)/boyfriend(s)?
yes thn?

Do you smoke?
nop

Do you drink?
twice?

Do you love your parents?
shd b la. everyone love their family rite.

Do you wish to be a milllionaire?
whu dont?
mb i dont if i cant happier.

Do you eat chocolates?
ya. lk at my amt of fats cn knw liao

Do you study?
try tuh. bt nv successful.

Do you treasure the people around you?
yea i guess




this is no use.
ZZZ
i mde me tink mre >:(
ok i lead a terrible life evn tuh be quizzed on.
ARGH RARRH

5:45 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

my life is rlly in a mess.

i js cant seem tuh get out of it evn aft 3wks.
new things happening and happening.

i js cant cope.
&i cant concentrate on anyth.

i rlly feel so helpless.
i tink this is the worst part of my whole life.

nth hs evr gort worser than this,
&longr than this.

5:30 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

mb we gort different sides of the story now agn.
but im js sry, real sry.

12:32 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

im really sorry.
ilove you.
but really sorry.
i nv knew until today.
bt its over now.
too late.
sorry.

1:29 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ok friendship over.
guess this the end.
:(

11:59 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

this hols js suck bananas k.

too long for boring days.
too short for thinkg ovr.

js so inappropriate.

im so damned sianned la!

GRRR

fuck la
i oni finished my backstory & chinese reflectn!
__




&im gng crazycrazycrazy.
ohfuckit.
seriously why du i worry whn things are ovr alrdy?

1:52 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

omg i feel so gay suddenly.

ive spent the whole of ytd and tdae typing out 1 paragraph fr my 西方人看中国 reflection.
m i pro or wht?
haha
i stiw cant concentrate on anyth lahh..
fuckfuckfuck

&i tink i rd sth i shdnt hv rd agn
T_T

4:18 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala!

went twister cut hair!
ok seems no difference or evn mre weird..
bt i damn happy
haha
cos i love gng tuh the hairdresser hehe!

thn took bus tuh tamp
go fr guitar lesson
was ZZZ la 2hrs
almst fel aslp
and this lsn mks me wna quit guitar bt i stiw hv 1 mre term tuh complete the stupid bronze thingy.

thn went tm
dinner
n i bot a wallet!
on impulse
bt i knw i will grw tuh lik it derhs!
lols

yada yada~
n i lost my nyaa ppr im DEADDEADDEAD
how????
zzz!

nvm i shall tempt myself tuh du hwrk!

du 1st piece - hv another go at my nails
2nd piece - load my new wallet
3rd piece - du wht i wan fr the night!

AHAHAHAH

9:10 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala~
feelg shiok yet un-shiok haha

went bugis wit yj
actly wan buy wallets bt dont hv wht i lik..

thn went plaza sing
the person dont let us watch nc16 >:(
i cant wait fr nxt yr!!!
ahahaha
so we bot tix for the messenger

thn we went arcade
played bball
haha
was kns la
bt we hd fun! (:

Thn walked ard
And deicided tuh pierce our ears heheh..
I called my mum
&thn my dad
Pleaded lik siao haha
So finally we pierced
Yijie pierced 2 and gort 7 now
I pierced 1 and gort 3 now
Haha
I pierced in the middle bt I tink sway sway tio the bone liao lah GRR
Now pain lik shit

Thn we went kfc sit w/o buyg any fd xD
Were complaing how pain our ears are haha

Thn went fd court
Dinner

Thn went movie
Was zzz
scaring and sian
S&S

Thn went hm lala!
Whn I was washg my hair I accidently hit tio my ear
Damn pain
Zzz

Ok nth liao
Mum nagging tuh du hwrk=.=

9:24 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala!~

hols!
ok i dont feel any diff.
only feelg mre sian cos i wld b at home mst of the tym ):

gng out soon
wit yijie
lalala~
dont miss me!
MWACKS!
lols

im a cyborg is nc16
hope i cn go in (:
too lz brg IC le xD

nvm try try try.

& i cant load zhuan shu tian shi into my mp3
damned pissed now
my laptop cant seems tuh load things into the hp or mp3
>:(

&i gort 1 wk tuh frgt.
possible?

1:31 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ive decided tuh transfer parts of my another blog here (:



urm ferst was OJ la
im lik extraextra at 1 side.
wit the snrs following the patrol
bt i can hlp my patrol toos!
i tink tht is quite beneficial bah..

ferst checkpoint is at the grandstand thr.
nid a few ppl mk 1 ladder tuh go dwn 1.5 storeys la
thn othr ppl running round and round
i tink fiona ran wit the sec1s and almost died of anger la.
bt they were obviously strolling
whts their fuckg problem la..

thn 2nd checkpoint is minesweeper..
damn kanasai k.
nid tuh support the sec1s=.=
&we damn dumb
dint build mre mu tuh climb on o_o
&the poor ppl js hang thr and wait 1 by 1
farni sia =.=

thn aft tht is the poisonous whtevr river thn nd tuh cross it wit a structure
so build loh
ours is damn lame la..
quite pointless..
yehyeh..

thn nxt 1 is wheelbarrow+caterpillar+fireman ladder
the caterpillar fiona's slacks the butt thr gort 2 holes o.o
damn funny

urgh anw fr the whole oj is super quiet lah
comments:
sec3s nort fierce enuff[sec2s&snrs]
sec2s ok[snrs]
sec1s KANASAI[by me]

nvm shant bothr abt those losers.

thn gort initiatives.
shoe paintg is damn lame
ok mb its only me.
damn long nv paint thn now cm paint shoe o.o

thn finish go jihe
tio staring by a snob =.=
js fuck la..

thn our patrol was gvn a toilet wit 2 cubicles tuh bathe
was threatng tuh pump the sec1s if they dont cm out in 3mins lols!
1 came out in 4mins another in 5 mins
&fiona took 10mins+ i tink
ok i dont knw hw long i took xD

thn it was dinner
bot peach+syrup
the pro me spilled it the moment i went tuh the table tuh sit dwn.
so i went and took toilet ppr frm the toilet...
thn go bac tuh the canteen tuh clear my dear mess.
sm1 thrw the cup away fr me le.
i js wiped off those on the table and bench
yea and ___

nvm i dint eat chckn rice lah its disgustg can?
guides&scouts alwaes eat chickn rice der
the scouts dunnid b crane scouts liao la
be CHICKENSCOUTS =.=

ok i dint watch the CARS screeng.
speechlass abt here eh.

nvm thn went fr ye li xun jun.
i tink my mind is too occupied tuh be evn frightened of the games lah.
if its normal tym im sure tuh be clinging ontuh smbody liao..
its ok la mre fun than the atc night games..

thn go back hall slpg tym rites o.o
aiyah did sm stuffs bt frgt wht thing
and i dint slp till 430 shit rite?
& i woke up at 620
zzz
slp fr 1hr50min

thn cleanup cleantoilet RELEASED.

went breakfast wit imelda sinhui hwee fiona shuen
zhenmei took mrt wit us bt drpped at her stn.

saw alort ppl dng flagday
thn all so ZZZ nort fun 1 la..
we were lik "不帅的不给"
thn thr were no 帅 ones so we dint lose any money lols!

ate macs..
was supposed tuh hv dental at 10 der la
thn 1030 the auntie call me ask whr m i and i say im rchg lols

so i left all my darlings whu were at macs half aslp.

went tuh the stupid dental
11am thn let me in
go in 1min thn done ler
waste my tym go thr la!

thn went tuitn
vry long nv go this tuitn ler lols
damn guailan la im half aslp throughout

finally ended
went swensens
thn go bishan walkwalk around
thr gort a new arcade can?
and i decided i rlly ms get a slingbag or backpack fr my sch bag.

thn went tuitn
zzzzzzzzzzzz
damn tired oso la

thn go hm
lalala
bathe and thn blogging now
i gort a super tired day rites..
haish pity me..

1:03 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

☆☆☆
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
☆☆☆


haha i js love it!

12:25 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ive been neglectg this blog too much now i tink
bt i rlly canot blog out wht i feels so whts the use of this?
yah it shall rest here fr awhile until i feel btr.

mb i will update 1/2 sentences a day..

10:25 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

argh fuck la
im gng crazy all ovr agn.

8:27 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

kiam pa!
ZZZ

the great me sprained my ankle again.
and is lose my face by crying as i walk home =.-
too pain!
zzz
nvm



now i nid tk 5 pills
sad rite?
2 dental, 2 fr my ankle, 1 fr flu =.=
i suddenly gort flu zzz





kns i tink my life is js disgustg and full of shit la
all bad things happen tuh me :(

9:14 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ive decided.
bye.
we shall see.


anw damnit i dunnid go OJ liaos.

6:29 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lemme tell u 1 secret.
and i hope alice seah dont cm pokg ard my blog.
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i dint du portfolio
q:

11:07 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

this is the 11th post tdae.
i mean nort all posted here la.
yur com is nort spoiled if u cant see 11 posts kays.

anw im the fuckg prob la.

anon pls tell me whu r u.
so secretive fr wht?
and i agree tuh a limited/large extent wit u.

10:59 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i dno i blog how many posts tdae ler.
here 4, another blog 2?
mb im js crazy abt blogging only.

ok my mum took my phone agn.
i gng die liao.

8:09 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

fuck la.
im moodless now.
ive stp crying and my fucking mum cm and chao mk me cry agn
f her la.

anw my dad kp nagging tht i nv put my towel in the washg machine and nv off the aircon power switch whn i off the aircon in the morning.

js wht is the fucking problem la?

and this is my blog's 500th post.
happy rding.
how many hv i posted tdae?
=.=

ARGH IM SERIOUS SERIOUS BUAYSONG
ARGHARGHARGH

6:39 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

fuck la wht is my problem?
y everyth dont wrk fr me?

now i 心情不好 wn play audition awhile oso canot?
stupig laptop la!
whts yur use if canot play =.=


FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

5:35 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

im damned AP now.
dont bothr me!

stupid la im js damn pissed at myself ARGGHHHHH
i tot geog test ovr i nort tht stress ler
bt i stiw feel the same wtf

fuck la goNdie.

4:41 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

y no name =.=

11:06 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i dno if i hd js blabbered sm shit on the spur moment tuh ppl
bt nvm.
whu dno tht its gng tuh end soon?
this wk, this mth, nxt mth, june?
ZZZ

nvm fuckit i dno wht tuh du.
BYEBYE

if its fated tuh die,
it wiu die itself.
one day.

6:30 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i feel lik im gng tuh burst.
:(
HELP!

1:14 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

HMMMM
y m i js startg whn things lk lik theyre gng tuh end soon?

1:11 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

hmm mst parents disapprvs of bgr cos their child's studies wld b affect.
thr ish no suck logic lor!
js a pile of crap!

10:42 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae is an i dno wht day la.
bt life wit braces js sucks!
cant eat..
and cant evn slp properly.

morn went hawker fr brkfast wit mum
was thr swallowing beehoon
i tink abt 10 spoons thn i gv up ler

thn went tuitn replacement
its overcrowdg la
i dno wht tuh writ
so i anyhow writ and half of my compo is in hanyupinyin
ok nxt lsn my tr gnna kill me
bt i dont care :P

thn went bedok mit hwee
tink im abit cock
was lookg ard fr he whn she is bside me LOLS
took 28
was on tym fr guitar lsn the 2nd tym

lalala
guitar was sian
my guitar knocked my mouth twice and i amost died of pain o.o
braces sucks.

ohya tdae is chinese valentine's day!
LOLS
at ferst i dont blv.
ahaha

thn went tampines

guess wht?

sm1 was swallowg kway teow in the tampines fd court at 4pm
and thts the great me =.=
cos i nd eat medicine
aikks ):

nvm thn went home

sian rites?
ZZZ loh!!!

i hope things will contd tuh be gd,
and b btr..

6:42 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i saw this smwhr
"painful commitment = true happiness"

is tht true?
if it is, im willing tuh commit :)

cos i wna be happy

12:06 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

omg la
this is a seriously complicated complicated world:(

now im wishg tht im a dumbass whu dno anyth.
whu
dno wht is love,
dno wht is hate,
dno wht is gd,
dno wht is bad,
whu dno any shit;
and can js go and smilg happily whn its the hardest of tyms.

my gawd la..
i cant evn solve my problems and i stumbled onto othr ppl's problems!
ARGHARGH

i knw so much things
and yet,
nort 1 is simple enuff fr me tuh hlp solve.

6:36 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

woots
big thing and i frgt tuh mention.

i put on braces ler.
and it sucks totally
i cant evn bite sassauges at terence's hse =.=
and i choose a bluish green color which is ugly lik sai tht i wan puke!
:(

and i hd tuh go back fr checkup nxt sat.
nxt sat will be bz.

slpovr in sch fr guides~
hafta go off early~
10 fr dentist~
12 fr eng tuitn~
lunch~
4 fr cl tuitn~
go home and slp =.=

haiz




dont yall tink tht this yr pass damn fast?
indeed, many things hd happened;
bt its still too fast.
dont u wan tuh stop and tk a breathe?

time js whizzed by,
and i hd survived it.
blv it or nort?

1 term is gnna b ovr!
mb i shd b happy thn hols or cmg :D

11:50 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

whu hv a mothr whu rd all her smses wit her boyfriend????

11:31 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

argh no mood liao.
zzz
im deadshit if u dont c me tmr.

9:26 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

DONT SMS ME TY!

9:23 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i tink im braindead or sth.
i cant rmb anyth fr mre than 1 min.
STM ler.
thn i feel damn headache la.
lik my brain dying liao liddat.
and also i kp tinkg of extra things whix worries me :(
and lastly, i feel lik slping.

8:25 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ok i knw ive been bloggin those emo and pointless and mb hrd tuh utd post fr those whu dont knw me tht well.

argh.
nvm.
tdae gort chem test.
its quite ez, if i studied.
but sadly, i failed tuh concentrate ytd and went tuh slp instead.
hope i will get okok marks.

thn another is js get back HCL ppr
i shd b damn happy wit my mrks 1 la.
70, A leh.
bt it mks nort much difference.
i rather i get 60+ and things b nort so complicated.

aiyah nvm.
i shall js TRY tuh revise physics and go tuh slp.
i tink i will collapse soon.
zzz

8:10 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i shall nort say anyth;
and i dont knw wht will happen nxt.
i will js hope fr the best,
and mb i will go along wit fate.

y cant things go back tuh the past?
or m i the only problem?

life's tiring.
and if this ends,
i dwan another.
resignation.

8:06 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

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