im currently sianned.
no post tuu read haha!





but...

HAPPIE BURFDAY AMANDA!!!

happie tuu c this?


















my smses burst lik hell and its 22mre days tuu the 22nd of november laa.
so nort reply any smses. ty.
pls call me if impt.

9:07 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

hiehie blog.
i knw ure rooting so here's ur saviour hahahaha!!

8:37 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

haiz

everyone's screenname gort
[36souls;1hugaspirit.]

kp reminding me of the split lo D:

i rlly dno wht tuu do nxt yr wit a new cls

:(

mb i will love it as much as 2h?
but i dont tink so

rmb last yr, i hate 1h lik mad.
now i love it lik mad.

orientation~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~splitting.

weve cm fr such a long way.
bet this is the fastest 2yrs evr in my life,
the 2yrs i value most in my life,
the 2yrs i will alwaes rmb, forevr.

i cant wait fr the cls outings and chalet.
i missed 2h alrdy.
D:




i love 2h forevr!

5:58 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

oh man ive gort 12 visitors ytd but no 1 tagged oso!
ZZZ
sry i knw all my psots died.
but i dont care.
its jst so sian lar!

ohya n my parents booked a 5 day tour to thailand AGAIN
si beh sian la.
THAILAND worr
2nd tym go thr this yr le loh
n might clash into cls chalet la.
bt my parents allow me to join in 2h once aft i land in changi
so mb thts nort tht bad
but nid brg chalet stuffs over to thailand ferrst o.
i shall hv another shopping spree thr ha!
:DD

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ

10:12 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

frm chaoyuan:
pass this msg arnd. doh we may nt be in e same class after 2day... rmb all tt we've been thru tgt/ let dose memories b 4eva. kip the huga spirit b burnin into our lives. 36souls, 1spirit... tml we wiu look bck ytd upon our youth, and huga. I LUV HUGA. being part of e class was our destiny. our blessing.



may the 2h spirit be in us forever,
♥ 2h!
2h will be etched in my memory frevr.

8:32 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

its tym for self-reflection!

da-da-da-dum!



saii i rlly dno whts happening kaes.
wht causes the changes in this yr and last yr.
my grades, my cca, my everything.
my attire, my attitude, my aims.
all dropped downdowndown.



blurrening...
dno wht happened lahs.
every single move of mine causes trouble.
things are upside-down.
definitions all mixed up,
everyth nort understood.



D:





anw, tdae is the last day 2h will be tgt.
i ♥ 2h forever!
shant say much ltr emo again.
bt 2h will forever be in my harrt,
hope i cn be thr at cls chalet,
and also everyone!

8:14 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

k i knw my blog is gng dry.
with my addition to other things and the lost of interest in blogging.
spice up!: a quiz =.= frm hweehwee







1. How old do you wish you were? : if im rich i hope to be 21 so tht cn do anyth i wan.

2. Where were you when 9.11 happened : slping? it happened at night rite?

3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? : bang till the money drops out!

4. Do you count yourself kind? : nope. but im honest ^^

5. If you had to get a tattoo,where would it be? : back? hmm..

6. If you could be fluent in any other language,what would it be? : bangala lang. so tht the bangalas chaoing abt wht i knw.

7. Do you know your neighbours? : donno

8. What do you consider a vacation? : relaxing and enjoying with ppl i lik

9. Do you follow your horoscope? : nah. see see fr fun nia.

10. Are you touchy feely? : huh?

11. Do you believe opposites attract? : yes!

12. Dream job? : sm slack and fun de job.

13. Favourite channels? : 8 or U

14. Favourite place to go on weekends? : shopping or sth

15. Showers or baths? : hm dno?

16. Do you paint your nails? : nah

17. Do you trust people easily? : yes bahs.

18. What are your phobias? : hm a long long list~

19. Do you want kids? : mb nort kiddies sucks

20. Do you keep a handwritten journal? : nah. lzlz tuu write.

21. Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? : myself?!

22. Heavy or light sleeper? : heavy

23. Are you paranoid? : VERY.

24. Are you impatient? : SUPER.

25. Who can you relate to? : alort of frens

26. How do you feel about inter-racial couples? : erm the baby chum..

27. Have you been burned by love? : huh? burned?

29. Whats your favourite pick-up line? : alort haha.

30. Whats your main ring tone of your mobile? : silent=.=

31. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping. no la sexing.

32. What did the last text of your cellphone say? : k lohx... hope u ain't that stupid...

33. Whose bed did you sleep in last night? : mine la..

34. What color shirt are you wearing? : blue!

35. Most recent movie you watched? : DEATHNOTE!~

36. Name 3 things you have on you all the time : handphone, specs/contacts, ...

37. What colour are your best sheets? : white

38. How much cash do you have on your own now? : on me $0

39. What is your favourite part of the chicken? : dno wings bah.

40. Whats your favourite town/city? : SINGAPORE

41.What did you have for dinner last night? : duck rice=.=

42. Do you own A GUN? : toy gun worr

43. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years? : smwhr nice.

44. Last thing you ate? : water haha.

46. Last thing that made you laugh? : frgt.

47. Worse injury you ever have? : sprained foot.

48. Whats your favourite candy? : dno. mostly anyth will do lahs.

49. What song do want to be played at your funeral? : bu lang man de jia huo

50. Five random people to do this : MEMEMEMEME









SIAN T.T

5:36 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

wake up



went out



came home



blogging



audition!










things are happening to ppl ard me,
which are all so discouraging.
mking me tink twice abt everyth,
mking me 'fraid of every step i made.

5:26 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

yoyoyo!

addiction to auditionsea means no tym tuu blog aha!

jst bathed.

was quite pisssed with my mum la.

wlau my cousin gv birth she nvr tell me go which hospital.
thn i run to orchard.
cos i tot is mount elizabeth hospital.
thn aiya, i dno how t go t d hospital.
LOL
thn i hospital my mum thn she nvr on her hp
=.=
so in the end i came home.
WASTED DUMB TRIP.








thn hmm
oh ya, ytd went to vivo city at harbourfront with my sis n mum
damn big
thn almost every store gort opening sale xcept fr my dear converse which is the only shop i bot things frm.
i bot a jacket n sis bot a pair of shoes.
damn nice loh.
thn tht branch special de all limited edition othr branch wontt hv de:DD
thn alort ppl la.
and the gv damn bigg nxt tym i wan go thr wwatch movie.
hehe.





ok la sian la.
shall go ausition now :D

5:05 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

haha so long nvr blog le!
was busy with my addiction of auditionsea la haha
gort back results were lik terrible.
failed history witha 11/30 and sci jus pass 50/100
hope i cn promote:(




anw tdae wen t to watch deathnote with 2h at tm aft my flag day.

1stly, the flag day is terrible
at 830 in the morning who will be up and donate to us?!
so me vana n wansi took 196 blindlessly to clementi interchange.
n only lik 3 person donate to me.
wansi nort much but oso mre thn me la.
vanessa de pro-est.
chiong up to every1 she sees.
LOL
thn abt nort evn 1 hr thn we took 196 baq to tht welfare hm again.
the return trip was faster i guess haha.
thn is lik everybody 11 return liao lohs.
whn its supposed to be 1130-12




thn me vanan wansi took 12 to pasir ris change mrt to tm
thn rch at abt 12+
went macs eat.
thn syuan alrdy thr eat finish rding comics.
thn eat finish go century sq.
took neos with weijie and vanessa.
thn go baq tm macs mit others.
thn go buy tix fr deathnote.
thn hm go arcade car race.
thnthn~
go movie le bah ahaha
sm parts were boring and i slept abit la.
haha
but on whoole nort bad.
gort part II i wan watch.
hope 2h cn watch tgt! :D
the K and L both shuaii haha.

aft tht sm ppl went home.
thn left me clari sye weijie guanshen chaoyuan.
so me n clari ate at long john.
the other 4 sit 1 side wait.
aft tht sye oso eat.
thn we walk ard tm abit thn go home liao.
haha
thts my day but quite enjoyable! :D
apart frm the cip=.=

8:04 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

stupid
chiong blogging now
i shd b in bad by 11
><

mondae gort slapped the 1st tym by my mum.
1st tym thn slap 10 tyms in a row liao pro rite.
thn gort caned.
now gort scar.
damn pain
ARGH.

thn nth much

tdae tk back results all were lik shit i dno how m i gnna be promoted or stay in dhp larhs.
maths 60/100
geog 58/100
CL 110/200
langarts 33/50
i seriously dno how to live on
GRR

thn was damn scared come home kenna caned but dont hv lehs.
i tell my parents my marks they sound super sarcastic la.
dno wht's the prob with em anw.
but suckingly i cant get 3riple sci le.
can go die liao.
my dad sure kill me de.
wtf loh.


tdae i gort endless supply of tears la =.=
><
stupid my results rlly damn lousy
thn whenever someone say sth to comfort me i gort a new supply liao
ZZZ



n wtf tmr tk bak history and science evn worse.
maths my only hope i get 60 liao image my suckiest hist and sci how im gnna die la.
if i fail i tink i will go n jump dwn the building le!
AHHHHHHHH

11:13 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae go msia.
blogged on hp.




shall blog on hp since whole trip i wiu only slp n do nth else.
guess this would be super detailed.
bt typing in hp my dear parents tot i was smsing ppl -.-


430 woken up by my mum's nagging.

chionged prep thn go hawker hv breakfast.

600 report fr tour.
realised all the ppl mostly are old ppl-.-
all toktoktok tht kind thn ppl lik me cnt slp properly de.
fuck.

thn 735 at tuas jamming -.-

800 gort thru checkpoint liao.
go tuu 1 sucky dirty oily face fr breakfast.

thn go tuu 1 attraction.
its lik the minimized version of the world's attration bahs.
but kns nort nice tuu see derhs.
thn dno why mk us sit at 1 dumb sort of kopitiam place listen to a old gay pok sing
tht gay pok still selling album la.
nvr evn hrd of him at least fei yu qing is mre popular can.
in the end i escape with my sis to a sovenoir shop and bot ice cream n 3 bar a chewing gum.

thn go lunch.
was kns.
1st step into the restaurant i was sick.
luckily i dint puke.
but almost anw.....

thn the toilet was knsknskns!
there is no water flush.
lemme tell u whts inside the bowl.
-tissue
-sanitary pads
-the oil control film
etcetc alort disgusting things
n its super disgusting whn disgusting things are mixed tgt.
-.-

thn went to some dumb place la.
those confectionary shops i tink.
alort diff kind of cookies those shop
my parents shop until siao loh.
in 5mins shopped 150ringgit.
-.-


thn go tuu a dragonfruit plantation or sth.
fell dwn-.-
sprained my left ankle la.
lucky i dint fell face dwn onto the plants or else i die liao.
btw dragonfruit de plants are cactuses!
intercls i shuang liao nd wear ankle guard tuu play.
i will look lik i wear super high socks la..
ZZZ

thn frgt liao la.
so sian now haha.
ZZZZZZZZZZ
dont feel lik typing anymre.

11:33 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

sianess!!
i tink i found another skin i want liao
haha
damn plan n simple de.
yall will see soon!
haha.
ZZZZZZZZ


oh ya this is my 5k maple cash card.
is pangya de pic but stil cute!

















im bored.
tken frm keith's blog.
did i mention tht i jus loves QUIZES?!

here's what each alphabet stands for,
A - Damn good kisser
B - Good all around person.
C - You're wild & crazy.
D - You have one of the best personalities ever.
E - You have a nice ass
F - People totally adore you.
G - You never let people tell you what to do.
H - You have a very good personality and looks.
I - You get hyper easily.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You live to have fun.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
O - You're an awesome person.
P - You are popular with all types of people.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Sexy!
S - Easy to fall in love with.
T - You're loyal to those you love.
U - You really like to chill.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z - You're a little too hard to find.



Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for. [rlly? lol]
I - You get hyper easily. [quite truu]
N - You are absolutely beautiful. [WOOTS?!]
G - You never let people tell you what to do. [of cos im nort a slave!]
J - Everyone loves you. [love ya toos!]
I - You get hyper easily. [repeated-.-]
E - You have a nice ass [?! lol]




sianlarsianlar.
shall go read up on how to hv a monkey and also personalise y new blogskin :D

7:06 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae gort woken up by my bloody sis at 8.30am.

pro rite.

cos ytd i dont let her maple.

thn tdae she wan play.

thn aiyah i cant slp again liao.

was thinking abt things lahh..

thn umm..

lay thr till 10am thn get up.

chiong ironed my shirt, patrol tee..

cos too wrinkled liao wear out paiseh...

btw, did i mention tht my mum wants me tuu iron my own clothes cos i change alort, n all vry hard tuu iron, and eoys over. -.-

thn kns lah..

went out to hawker hv brunch.

thn go tk mrt tuu tuition~~

thn sian lar..

dno y i damn early lah..

cos is lik i slowslow prep go out..

iron slowslow....

eat evn slower~~

thn walk slowslow..

n i reach my tuition ctr at 11.30

blvable?

lol

i tink the world tym stopped or sth lohs.

anw so early mahs..

so i go dwnstair to the gaming shop la..

nort lan..

lucky gort 5k de Acash.

haha

i cn buy my monkey lerr!!

thn go up wait outside tuition fr dno how long lorhs.

thn hmm.. tuition end chiong tuu ajunied.

meet ovi cand vana qianye and ltr xiangyu.

tuu trn vball but i was too sianned and sat 1 side most of the tym..

ty to my bloody tuition lar!

mk me write so much until my arm mumscle gnna burst liao.

ZZZZZ

thn aft tht went library candice wan read porn.

thn guai me borrowed 3 bks.

dno borrow liao i will read de mah la.

haha.

hm thn i come home le loh.

aiyoh tmr gng malaysia.

actly fr the whole of marking day de.

thn i gort intercls my parents bobian reduced tuu a 1 day trip

WAHAHAs

i dislike gng to m'sia lahs.

thn hmm..

OH YA DONT SMS OR CALL MY HP TILL TMR NIGHT OR ELSE UR BILLS NORT MY FAULT!! x)

i shall go find a new blogskin since dear wonkaa cant read it.

she say its messed up?

i dno haha.

but mb i wont change.
:D










&sryileftitunanswered.
srysry.

6:33 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

WAH!!

eh i frgt wht i gnna say le lar.

thn audition im lvl 4 at last!

haha

but sian la.

was in a same room as a noob fr the whole night

sian until cnt stand lohx.

he kp on lose..

thn wont tok de.

sian until i burst loh.

in the end i went maple.

thn trned

a noob

frm lvl 7 to 10 fr 20kmesos.

trned in lik 45 mins la.

but he lvl 3rice.

n i increased 40% or lesser nia.

WTF lohx.

but i lvled.

cos whn i logged in im 60% percent :DDD





thn siansiansian loh.
tokking to vanessa now.
JIAYOU INTERCLS!

12:03 AM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae i shall summarize.





vball intercls.

won 2g

lost to 2e

cried cos we lost.

strained my right arm muscle in a spike.

af t tht eat liao.

go trn in afternoon.

strained right side evn mre.

strained left side toos!

handicapped now.

hope jiayan dont scold me.

thn go home with vanessa.

talked abt some things.

hm come home sian.

jus edited video of bugis.

sent some files to shilei and candice.

email attachment damn fast worrs.

hrd frm gs tht guys intercls lost to 2e AGAIN.

2e so tyco.

BOO





WAHHHHHHHHHHH

BOOBOOBOO.

HUGA MUST JIAYOU!

LAST THING WE DO AS A CLS LE.

MUST WIN!! :D

JIAYOUJIAYOU

GOGOGO.




i love all my frnes.
so supportive :D
n cheering all the way.
*kisses* LOL

6:32 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

fuck la
tdae mk until i no mood replenish my previous few says the post liao.



fuckfuckfuck
i shall talk abt the whole thing i dont care.
it nort any1's fault but only 1.
my whole geog grp cried tdae n only 1 dint.
n she's the one.




ponned history lecture.
was playing vball.
until candice come find me cos nid my thumbdrive fr geog proj.
she asked me to send up to com lab to ovidia and yixin to do voice record.
i screamed and shouted at her near the 1A clsrm
1st tym i scolded any1 until liddat.
cos i was damned pissed.
i said sth lik:
"wlao y tht bitch so lazy dont come dwn tk herself? y everyth yixin do cnt tht bitch do? ask her come down or else frgt abt the proj. "
and summore i frgt liao. i dont rmb things whn im angry.
so nort much details.
is lik candice rushing need go picture house all this liao la.
thn i scoldscoldscold until she cry.
SORRY!!!
omg la.
thn she said she call yixin to ask ovidia come dwn get thumbdrive frm me.
so i go back cls crying la.
thn was lik i walk dwn the whole corridor ealort ppl gng out of their cls all backed abit.
GRR.
bet i look damn terrible.
FUCK La.
thn took thumbdrive thn i go field.

yixin got called me thn i said:
"i dwan her fucking voice in my thumbdrive sop ERXIN!"
yixin said i said until super loud
and ovidia hrd
and banged the keyboard.

thn yixin come dwn tell me thumbdrive dont hv our video.
OUR FUCKING VIDEO LA.
thn thing gone thanks to my virus i tink?
dno but still gort other files.
thn i was lik in a "i dont care" mood loh.
thn yijie called.
and sort of scolded me
cos she ask me whr m i thn im in field thn she say:"at this tym u cn still be in field?!"
n some things la.
i almost cried again loh wtf.
thn yixin bside me she go away liao.

thn i pissed until frgt alort of things le.
myself de is ltr yixin come find me to gv me back thumbdrive.
thn i g up check again with lynn n yixin
ovidia was thr la.
i was nice loh.
i tot i frgv her suan le.
everyth.
thn cnt find la.
we evn used the admin account oso cant find.
thn com dint save anyth which we did ytd la.

thn ovidia say she go 3rd lang.
so only left we 3 lo,
thn aft sum internet surfing we went dwn.
whn in the lab shilei called yixin thn shilei lik buaysong me lar.
thn aft tht we go canteen thn go field with lynn see who playing.
thn we saw ovidia goh.
3rd LANG WORR!
in the field de.
she was vballing la.
FUCK LOR.

i pissed until burst.
almost cried la.
fuck loh.
i thought i frgv her la.
i scolded candice and both of us cried b cos of her la.
i shouted in the hp at yixin bcos of her and made yixin cry cos yixin dno how to face her.
thn shilei see candice shilei oso cry la.
all bcos of her can?
STUPID ARSE HOLE LA!

pissedpissedpissed.
Sorry to yixin candice and shilei made yall cry.
srysrysry.









////sry this post jus sucks but i rlly hv to say it out or else cn will cry all day at home.
i made so many ppl cry la.
><
sryy!!
i knw i shdnt blog this all out but its the truth.
rlly sry.

5:13 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

Flirting skill lvl - 62%

Kissing skill lvl - 56%

cuddling skill lvl - 71%

Sex skill lvl - 39%

Why they love you?
You are too sexy for words.

Why they hate you?
You can be selfish.

super horrible.
my sex skills sucks
how?!
hahaha.
my lao gong will suffer nxt tym
lol...
hehe dui bu qi hahaha.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

gnna try mapling ltr :D

this new skin sort of sucks.
dno y i prefer my old 1. hahaha.
but trynerror- still wrks cn go se my old skin lol.



here's another quiz.
shall update abt my day ltr at night whn im super sianned.




how do i respond to:

why are you always like that?
cnt ah i shuang :D

i just realised now that i love you.
i <3>

leave him/her already. you'll be much more happy with me!
i dont utd. u gort bad expression manz.

come on, smile. you're cute when you do that.
u say i ugly i fuck u.

please do my maths homework too.
do urself lah lz arse.

who do you have a crush on? me, right?
oh ya how u knw?!

i am so blessed to have someone like you.
TYTY. i feel so honoured.

why does monday come before tuesday?
y do u hv a mouth whn u dont mk gd use of it?

i have two tickets to the linkin park concert. wanna come with me?
haha. fei yu qing de thn i wan. LOL. CONCERTS SO SIAN!!! at least eat shit mre exciting. ZZ

you are one of the most special people in my life. did you know that?
knw liao thn? i will bcome evn mre special arr?

i think i'm falling for you!
omg my charm so strong? OMGOMG.

i can't smile without you.
dont smile lor. be a grumpy old hag with wrinkles.

thank you for everything, but you just aren't him/her.
WEL :D

nothing.
CHEY!!

what's your mobile number?
999

can i have this dance?
hahaha wtf u tokking abt?

may i court you?
yea babey so 直爽... i like!

do you still love him/her till now?
YES SO WHT? NO LIAO THN?

you were everything, everything that i wanted.
OMG rlly?!

when will i get your sweet yes?
whn u coat the opposite of my no with honey :D

SIANLAR~!

MAPLE TyM.

5:57 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

here's a quiz ripped frm wansi
haha
to cvr up tht ugly post bfr.
n to pay back fr the summarised post cos i was too emo jus now.




1.single, taken or crushing?
` SINGLE LAHH!! ><

2.are you happy with your life now?
` halfhalf. im hapy to be in 2h but sad tht we're splitting soon.

3.when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
` u tink i knw? but i tink love is 培养 out de.

4.have you ever had your heart broken?
` err dont tink so?

5.do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
` cheat fr wht? white lie ah?

6.would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
` erm NO. haha. unless i rlly love him？

7.have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
` yea with frens ahah.

8.do you want children?
` eeyer i h8 children! unless sm1 willing tk care fr me.

9.how many?
` WLAU. skarly i infertile.

10.would you consider adoption?
` probably nort. dont lik children still go adopt other ppl de children?! crazy ah.

11.if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
` tell me? >< i knw this is a crap ans.

12.do you enjoy getting into relationships?
` dno? i dislike the endings.

13.be honest, what is the farthest you and your ex did?
` we had sex worr. JK. ZZZ

14.do you believe in love first sight?
` no experience. only seen in tv bfr.

15. Are you romantic?
` haha u tink?

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
` yea babey! anw, hrd of peer pressure?

17. if you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
` hahaha in heaven? BLAH. thn nobody cn rch up thr attend wedding worr.

18.do you easily give in when you are fighting?
` do i look lik i do >< aiyah pl shd knw haha.

19.do you have feelings for someone right now?
` yea babey! if no feelings im nort human anymre.

20.have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
` hahaha im a messer leh!

21.have you ever broken a heart?
` hehe dno? =X

22.if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
` i dont tink tht will happen loh. hm dno. happen liao thn say.

23.are you missing someone now?
` YESH!! im missing everybody... :D







sian la i tink this is a gay quiz haha btr than nth.

11:21 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

walau
just now i tot:
2h gnna split. i shall leave the hatred bhd.
frgt abt it.
budden everytym whn im ready to frgt abt it it comes again.
FFF.



"geog project!
i was supposed to help to edit
and they did send me once, but i cannot open leh :O
and no one told me about the meeting.
but well, shall not comment more. yeah. afterall,
passwords are easy to hack right. "



reply to tht. quoted "WTF la ovi"

stupid arse.
meeting.
u jolly well knw we're gnna hv to meet rite?
or else the proj how?
mrs chin hlp us do ah?
n anw, if we tell u gort meeting, u gort tuition mah.
tell liao waste saliva nia.
n hor, no initiative ask us to meet arh?
haiz. pitypity..
anw is ur fault u nvr ask.
we tdae jus go to yijie house whn we happy mah.
u nort happy dont come loh.
no 1 missed u.
yeayeayea. so fake. dont dare blog abt wht u tink.
now thn knw cn hack pw?
LAGGER.
FUCK.
cant stand la.












fuck la.
ZZ

10:56 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae is a sad day.
or rather day with sad ending.
anyth.

shall start frm the morning.
gort woken up by yixin's call.
planned to meet at yijie house at 930
thn 930 yixin called.
thn i chionged out.
go hawker eat.
thn chiong to busstp
tk 80 to her hse.
ZZZ
thn the movie mkr siao 1.
kp on hang.
mine last tym oso.
gnna try ltr see cn anort.
ZZZ
if cannot my geog grp die le
FUCK.

thn took yijie dad's car to mirabelle party at amanda de house.
i tink once we rch amanda buaysong liao.
cos we damn chao..
thn um played XBOX.
thn gort shoo-ed away by candice.
ZZ
so i go up play tht dno wht game with guiju yixin vana hanyin guanshen.
thn sian loh i spin tht stupid wheel kp coming out.
thn i owe yixin 150k
ZZZ
thn hm mrs chin lee lao shi ms koh gort come awhile
dno y so fast go liao.
ZZZ
thn aft tht go dwn dinner
barbecue!!
all the hotdogs chao da la >< color="#ff0000" size="4">BYBYE MIRABELLE!



thn we 1 grp walk tgt to the mrt station.
me candice joylynn chaoyuan szuyee weijie qianye vanessa clarissa
i tink.
i hate chaoyuan loh.
HAIZ kip reminding me of spliting.
he said: "be prepared. now 1 go liddat le. split cls how?"
ZZZ
was damn sad laa..
BOO
thn bidding farewell at the mrt platform
dno why to me is lik eternal separation liao.
lik we wld be seperated frm tht moment onswards.
OMG im getting emo~~
but damn sad la.
BOO..
i dowan split!!
<33333333333333333 2h!!!


ARGH.
countdwn.
84 mre days.
D:

10:24 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

heyy sry ppl
esp my DEAR readers since i ytd nvr blog.
summarise ytd.
school-grandlink-lan-arcade-home-packed all my sec2 stuff still 9-maple till 12-slp.
ytd busy day. :D



tdae go tuition thn go yijie house maple
bot 10k cash
buying 10k more tmr
so tht i cn buy monkey.
no mood to blog.
cos maple awaiting me
haha
ltr maple le thn come again maybe
:D

10:27 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

stupid lar internet so lag and my mum want me tuu study fr HCL wtf.
ZZZ

7:01 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

yo ppl cn sms me le haha.
bud the smses yall sent ytd i dno whr they are.
tink theyre in joylynn's hp.
cos she lent me her old phone.
thn i put my sim card in.
all the smses go into her hp.
now no charger cnt use.
i put sim card in my mum hp. haha





maths suck.
my only hope yet i dno 9 questions
can go n die liao.
BLAH.
-geog
-hist
-sci
-maths.
gr8 i wonder how m i gng to b promoted to sec3 dhp
ZZZZZ





tdae aft sch went GL lan
haha
damn fun!
me n candice are in love with grandlink!

5:53 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

blah
im bored.
sian lar.
WTF.
msn sucks.
everyone is mugging
BLAHBLAHBLAH.
no 1 chat.
:(
siansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansiansian
ok, i typed tht.
nvr ctrl+c thn ctrl+v
haha.

sian LAR!!



blahblahblahblah.
no hp.
no ppl to tok to.
oni gort braincells to kill.
blah.




nw realised amanda is a consistent blog viewer of mine la.
haha.
n she told gave me a scan virus website.
i deleted 60 potential files but thr seems to be 70++ unscanned loh.
mking my com lag and no memory to wrk
FUCK.
cant blv im the 1 repairing the virus myself instead of my dad.
my dad come, he tot the virus are my dl games lai de.
pro hor?
haha.




omg look at this!
haha
veryveryidiotkanasai.

10:07 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

rawrrawrrawr!
so stupid.
haha.

slp fr 3 hrs :D

thn go maple pq

gort 1 noob party thn i dc.

thn another tym i ldr at king tht stage i die.

so sad haha.

jus had dinner.





siansiansian
1 mre tough test.
2 mre tests.
BLAH tmr is maths jiayous.
maths is hard man.
wonder how i will die la.



oh ya!
i had an interesting dream!
haha
i dreamt tht dno y some 2h ppl outside my house playing.
including a few ppl who i dont lik.
thn ms fang is in my house wimme.
n she went out to scold the ppl i dont lik!
HAHA.
i knw this is gay.
><



SIAN LAR.
wish me luck man.
if the sch suspects tht i cheat den i die liao loh.
but my science results will tell :D
fail liao how cn be cheat de?
lol
missing my hp~~



how lar.
im sure i failed geog, history and
100% sure of failing science.

sci oni if i sec A all correct, which is impossible,
thn i will get 21/100
but since its impossible,
cn see how clearly i failed until the bottom liao loh.

HAIZZ..
n tht history and geog.
i jus suck at it.
y must hv humanities loh.
ZZZZ
waste my time
BAHHs-




stupid.stupid.
3eoys failed.
still gort maths and CL hope fr the best manz..
maths gort a lil bit of hope but im nort studying so DIED.
thn cl, i jus suck at it.
another potential failling sub.
D:



WAHHHHHHH
i gnna cry liao la!
die until liddat.
i hope the doctor watson wont attack my com tdae.
or else i rlly 与世隔绝 liao if i cant use msn.
see lah once i dont hv my phone is equilavent to no frens to contact.

:(BOO):




sianlar!
tok to me!
ZZZZZ

7:46 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

yo peeps!


NOTICE: dont sms or call my hp. ty. call my home or msn.

gnna slp soon.
ZZZ
blahblahblah
cant stand it.
shall elaborate ltr on in my post.



anw i hd an interesting day.
:D
i woke up at 4.30AM kaes.
to revise science.
evn go overseas i oso nvr wake up so early bfr lah.
thn i revise revise revise.
siao eh loh.
i revised everything!
haha



thn i tot vry early.
so i dilly dally........
thn haha
7am thn go to busstp.
wansi was nort thr.
thn tk bus go 158 busstp.

walau rch thr the previous bus which i tink is yixin's bus just left loh.
so i waited fr the nxt bus.
thn i saw mengyee(pri sch clsmate) walking to the busstp!
haha
i surprised cos she nort live here.
she said her dad de motorbike broke dwn.
lol



aiyah thn bus come thn go sch.
rch liao alrdy sang national anthem.
thn go cls lohh..





here is tdae's highlight :D
my version; frm my pov ^^

so me n yixin
or rather me.
was chionging to ask hanyin alot of things cos kp on frgt mah.
thn askaskask fr quite long bahhs..
thn mrs chin come in.
so took our bags out
thn come back sit.

thn gv out ppr thn start liao loh.
dododo...

DAMN HARD!!

thn mcq the resistance siaosiao de.
gort 1 extra line in the circuit nvr learn bfr.
thn the formula we were taught cnt get accurate answer.
thn siao lah.

thn the whole sec B & C i tikam.
see all my workings is anyhow pick a number out to multiply or divide.
lalala
esp sec C.
ugly handwriting plus illogical ans cn totally gnd 40 mrks gone le.

was so scared and pissed lah.
i 430 wake up mug.
1st tym i mug so much fr test.
all come to no use.
WTF can?
thn i tot of my stupid sci CA marks all die lik siao
jus pass nia, if fail this the whole sci sure fail.

i drank alort water loh.
thn urine urgent!
haha
so i chiong anyhow do my ppr so tht cn go toilet.
was shivering loh lol.
thn i asked mrs chin fr permission to go toilet.

stupid loh.
n i almost pull dwn the whole toilet roll by accident.
><"
luckily i dint lahh...

thn once i go back mrs chin pounced on me liaozz.
she check whether i gort hp anort thn say wht nid report lah.
so i gave her loh.
she said sth abt wanna check if i gort cheat and O lvl brg hp strghtway ZERO.
thn i go back my seat.
checked my mcq and loook and see if gort leave out any qns anort.
tikam gort at least abit of probability to get half mrks or sth mahs.

thn sian liao so i fell asleep again till the end of the stupid test which im sure
i will nort get mre than 20/100 mrks
i cn gnd le haha.
dont care lah.
anw my geog the proj is gnna die.
mrs chin say all on bugis everything.
thn my CA i get 37 mrks loh.
LOL.
dnno y mrs dno my geog grp lah.
so i see vanessa's mark and copy dwn.
siyuan was there pointing to my score:
"wah 这个人是谁，这么可怜！"
LOL


anw was planning to go com lab with joy n yijie de.
thn dnno y they disappear thn come back again
thn joy say amanda call wan me go GO
thn go
tell out my password loh.
thn wait fr them chack my msgs.
gort alot sm things which shdnt be sent de loh.
lalala.
i tink i mus thanks joylynn fr wanting to crack my pw ytd..
cos she was play thn i deleted alort msgs at tht tym.
so tdae the tchers cant see haha.

thn nid kp my hp
so i go tralalala away lohhs.
fridae aft sch nid see tchers again
haha

gort 4 appointments on fridae man.
-mrs chin(abt hp incident)
-mrs chin(abt attire)
-yingzhi's house(watch movie)
-go out with _____



thn ate in canteen
go com lab thn cant find anyone so we go home loh.

walau come home at once my parents pounced on me.
say wht mb cannot count my this yr de marks.
thn wht mus go back sec1.
walau they oso suspect i cheat isit?
haha
if i cheat i shd b cheating in psle and studying in RGS now.
ZZZ
thn i step in house 3 steps nia.
stand thr fr half and hr listen them tok.
i tink they super worried.
but i failed to convince them.
BLAH.
dno y they liddat loh.
is lik cn check with singtel,
check my recent recipients,
check alort shit de mah.
thn hrd tht my dad called mrs chin to ask abt the matter lah.

thn jus now i hrd my dad calling singtel loh.
so tht check if i gort send any msgs btwn 8-10am tdae.
sian loh.
haha
so boliao.
i test how to sms lah.






anw i shall go to slp now!
starting to miss my hp.
but also getting independance out of it.
i rely on hp too much.
fr music, calls, see the time, sms, calculator, alarm.
see hp so essential in everyone's life lohs.
since now no alarm, i shall slp till tmr!
if i can lahs.
n if my parents frgt tht i exist thn nvr call me up which is impossible.
BLAHS.
cya in 2hrs time!

1:26 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

ok
my com 100% tio virus.
unless sm1 explains wht is doctor watson whtevr shit to me.
or i will infer myself and let it be virus i dont care.
haha
btw, how to get rid of virus uh?

10:21 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

hahaha
im siansiansiansian
gnna fall asleep le lor.


hm tdae history lah.
die lik shit loh!
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anw.. hm tdae thn go canteen eat lah.
thn ms koh got 1 male tcher jio loh.
kp on look at her and tok to her.
in the canteen loh.
so gong1 kai1.


















被捉奸 hehe



thn mrs chin came along lah.
luhanlin complained abt us liao.
thn gnna see mrs chin aft sch on fridae.
which means the probability of cancelling out 2 outtings i had in mind.
BOO:(
anw hope my conduct wont drop or my parets sure kill me de.
thn go tuition lah..


tht alvin always late de.
cant stand lah.
thn were gaying in the clsroom drawing on the whteboard.

















artist: joylynn ng.
so pro haha.
work title: our piggish enemy.


the whole poor board


thn tuition sian loh.

thn eat lunch damn nice lah.

thn saw some pai kias outside.

quarrelling or sth
thn we kp on look they sort of glare at us.
WAHAHA
im so scared-.-

7:11 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

stupidstupid.
guess wht im just gng to start rev aft this post.
hahaha.
gd luck to me man.
history SUCKs anw.
it'll be hell if i tio history nxt yr..
so thr~~



my internet was spoiled fr 1 hr. i go restart the whole system,
internet system, thn cn use again.
but is lag until burst laa..
thn i cr8 2 blog accounts.
on livejournal and xanga
but i dont lik the look of it so it cn jus rot thr lahs.
anw i added a cursor to my blog!
haaahaa..
super cute de :D
YIPPSS!!



shall go n try n nort fail history le.
bb!!

9:10 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lalala
sianning at home now
dno whn or anytym maii com will go siaosiao
thn i dunnid use le lor.
sry ppl ytd my msn 8pm sot diao cant sign in @ all
ZZZ
now cn sign in again
LALAL~~



ok tdae was geog ppr.
wht shd i say?
thn mcq was quite ez bah.
but dno all wrong skarly.
thn map reading was siao lah.
i dno how to read maps de.
haha.
go overseas alone sure die.
sec C was WOW SO HARD!!
haha
hard until burst.
writ until my blood vessels gng to burst loh.
BOO:(
haha
finished the whole thing at 10am lahh
thn slp all the way
hohoho.
left a few qn blanked.
whn i slp, i add stress to ppl ard me hahahaha.
ZZZ
sian lar~~


thn um go com lab.
was trying to dl maple in the end play fr 10mins liddat nia thn go liao
BOO loh.
ZZZ

thn go dwn luckylucky met lu han lin
i tink my conduct is gng to go siaosiao.
haha
cos lu han lin want dwngrade our conduct.
LALALA~~
anw "i dint fold my skirt: ~quoted frm lynn darr.
hehe.
thn ya lah.
actly wan goo mrs chin out de.
thn she nort in or sth
suan we heng lahh..
ZZZ




thn hmmmhmmmhmmm..
go tuition
bluffed alvin it was 1.30 so tht we cn go eat
haha
thn aiyah
tht bitch in the tuition ctr kns.
so skinny hair lik babooom or sth dont let us brg fries and bubble tea in.
thn tuition fr 1 hr nia.
hahaa
gnna top up tmr loh the tym.


thn walk ard actly wan go lan but dont dare go in
ZZ
all guys and full liddat liao
aha

thn was gaying at the bubble tea uncle store lohs.
thnthnthn..
hmm we saw the uncle gng off with 2 china gers.
jus left the store half locked thr lah.
i tink they go threesome WAHAHAS


anw im sianned.
gnna try see cn log in maple mah.
play with joyjoy..

5:16 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

walau i hate u
cant stop listening to the songs u sent.
cant concentrate on geog
omg nxt yr i wan geog leii!!!
die le die le
i dowan stuck with history leii
omgomgomg
imDEAD.
ARRGGHHHHH-

concentration concentration
this is a game of concentration

WAHLAU if only eoys is a game~~

stupid stupid stupid
nvr evr get urself addicted to smthing man.
esp eoy de tym
ARRGGGHH.
stupid songs!

8:41 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

WAHAHA
blogger cn chinese le wor.
i shall post in chinese thn
mre stylo
n cn improve my chinese.




天啊
为什么会有考试这样东西！
闷死人了！
实在是受不了了！
用华文type
有如用bangala lang 来讲话。
我不相信我是华人
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ




sian lah.
chinese rlly sucks.
type nort evn 1 para want die liao.



anw,
see a couple's blog.
http://www.not-even-a-blog.blogspot.com
and
http://www.--ambiguity.blogspot.com

chaoyuan and hweehwee de.
look at the format of it!
hahaha.




btw, this is my 300th post.

4:35 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i feel so shuang aft telling so many ppl abt IT.
shuang until cannot stand.
im happy once again! =D
its gd to hv friends.
hd been telling them since ytd nite hahah!
its bad to bottle things up.
express wht u feel
LALALA~~
her fame lvl hd risen once again!
hohoho.
who wants to be mre popular can jst tell me
WAHAHAHA.





blahblahblah.
since im high again..
hmm



不浪漫的家伙
by gary ng
frm #24
多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我
我担心一杯红酒
把我的真心透露
或许你早就该懂
冰淇淋在喉咙
能多冷静几秒钟
气氛在浪漫都不够
烛光晚餐像一场美梦
想这样望着你到永久
一束玫瑰交到你的手中
这一天这一刻这一切
你属于我
多想要留住这一秒钟
你每天晚餐都陪我
美味比不过你温柔
从此以后我爱你你爱我
多想要记住这一分钟
回应我幸福的要求
我或许没有别的梦
唯一的是我爱你你也爱我
我不是个浪漫的家伙
却甘心为你这样做
想要什么都跟我说
从此以后我爱你你爱我
我是不是有一点别扭
从不曾这样说出口
太多的愿望在心中
重要的是我爱你你也爱着我...



wahaha. i got a feeling blogger still cnt enable CL.
ZZZ
but nice loh.

BLAHBLAHBLAH SIAN TMR IS GEOG!!
thn geog so many things to rmb n i hvnt start.
ppl u owe me meals liao!
HEHE.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

LALALA~~

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