ok
i cn see thr are a few irregular visitors to my blog tdae uh..
n althou thr is pw, thr is still visitors.
hmm..
to see the quarrel? haha
hm actly is not a quarrel.
i shall explain haha.
FROM MY VIEWPOINT.
whoever see liao dont agree, i dont care.
is my POV ty.
influence is strong nowadays.
esp fr me.
once i get influenced,
i seems to hv a new specs,
seeing things clearer.
but mb things i shdnt be seeing...
the bad points of ppl.
anw, as i sink in, i began to hv mre and mre dislike fr sm1.
n evn buaysong with szuyee cos of her yea?
anw,
wht i see i shant list out.
just tht thr is more and more of things i see.
n dislike.
HENCE,
i posted my feelings.
on my blog duh.
n i password locked it.
ask me why i blogged abt it?
i dwan to hide frm myself.
i dwan to bottle everything up inside me.
y i password lock it?
i dwan her to see it.
in both ways,
get hurt or get pissed.
she was once my fren.
BUT.
here is the climax.
i told her:
"my blog is not open to public."
n she came into it,
hacked her way thru or cheated her way thru i dont knw yea.
n saw all the posts.
i alrdy told her not open too public.
she forced herself.
i dint ask her to view or anyth.
dno she got sm1 or herself to scold all those hokkien using "chao ah lian" at my tagboard.
was pissed.
she wanted to see herself de. angry fr wht?
but thts not the point.
angry, why dont use real name?
huh?? whts the use whn i can track?
everything everywhr is trackable.
n she password locked her blog.
why dint she tink of:
since she cn enter mine w/o pw, why cant i enter hers w/o pw??
i went to see.
i blv my name is nowhr in it.
bt everyone evn ppl frm other cls can see tht its to me yea?
anw, im a nice person.
i dint tag or scam.
i dint. i dint. i dint.
im nice enough for once.
but in sch thr was quite a war.
silent war i call it.
n whnever i see her in cls or anywhr,
undecidedly my middle finger will shoot up.
automatically.
thn in field
she played volleyball.
hitted joylynn's head
TWICE.
n dint apologise until a few hrs ltr thn send 1 sms to joylynn.
i was jus plain pissed whn the ball hitted joylynn.
i glared at her.
i plainly just hate her.
but suddenly aft tuition i started to be um numb or whtevr?
it jus sucks
mb nt seeing her liao.
fr a weekend mkes me happier.
i dno.
"chill kiies? =)" -amy
"got what thingy can slowly talk. no need to quarrel nahs. hao marh?" -amy
"sigh....ynj and u...y ur chao until like this....sighh...i wan help also dunno how help...y like wan hate jiu hate neh... sigh...yingjie...pple also have bad day one can.." -yingzhi
"i learn nt to comment anithin n no one can help xcept urself" -weijiedont ppl rmb the saying,
"if there is no hate, there will not be love?"
"if there are no enemies, how can there be frens?"
guiju: haha lol {Death is bliss}see dear guiju came here to see my tagboard haha.
wansi: dun show until so ming2 xian3 u dun lyk her luh..mb yall wiu say,
hate oso dunnid blog out rite?
yahyah i blogged it out.
but sm1 forced her way in, and saw my post.
BLAH.
