fuck
i cant stand my parents
ok, i shdnt b saying this but i cant stand it anymore
yeah
theyre right
but not all the time
ok?..
they hv been providing for me'
for 14 and a half yrs.
so wht?
one can hv her own choice,
her own preference,
her own privacy.
WTF lah
y cant i hv too?
i knw lah
they got most of the things i wanted.
a discman whn i was pri5;
a handphone upon my request;
my own com whn i want it;
my own camera whn i nid to take photos for my pri sch cca;
my own mp3 whn;
and evn to buy a v.cam fr a mere project;
plenty of pocket money;
own phone extension;
contacts lens aft begging fr a long tym;
clothes;
etc.
but why cant i hv my own choice, preferance and privacy lah
bitch n bastard.
whn i tell them
i want go to macdonalds to studythey asked:
why not at home?i said tht
it is too noisy at home.n they exploded on the spot n i died so innocently
they say:
how can u fuss tht ur home is too noisy?its ur home u knw?u knw last tym we dont evn hv a bed of our own, and now tht u hv a room, and u got a door n u can close it?....[thn extend until]
outside got bad ppl lehat home more safeand outside noiser lohand those gangsters beat u up how?....[thn suddenly goes back to]
i dont care, if ur tuition with joylynn is 6-8 tell her cannottoo late le[wtf lah. anyhow link things.
NO LINK CAN?]
n i explained[the most nicely ive spoken in my life aft i got scolded]:
"
yall always shout shout shout outside my roomclose door still so loudn always come in tok to medisturb me..."
they were like:
at home oni 3 mre pplno matter how long u stayat macdonalds cn hv 100++ customers in abt 3 hrsevn more noisy n mre disruptions can?i hd enough of this man
ZZ
n the abv was repeated like 3 tyms.
same info
FUCK
cant yall bother abt sth else?
yall think tht i cant study well out of home i will prove tht i can
u afraid i got no future and nxt tym yall will die old and poor?
be assured, tht i, myself got high goals
n i will earn enough and payback everything yall hd gvn me.
scared i got out with frens to play?
cn gimme 3g phone track me mah!
ZZ
i dont mind hving 1
ZZ
anw,
theyre jus boliao
quarrels of my dad with my sis
my mum with my dad
wtf?
im not in the quarrel wht fr shout so loud until my room oso cn hear?
everyday oso chaochaochao
n whts mre lah,
my mum n dad quarrel smtym fr fun nia.
n end of quarrel they will laff
n laffing louder thn their quarrel
how cn i concentrate wtf loh.
n abt my grades in sch
yall oso dunno wht im studying
n y so high expectations
whn i hv yall de genes
n did yall do well whn yall were in sch?
FUCK.
n dont compare my sec2 grades with my pri sch grades
theyre 100% no link or anyth to do with each other
look at the crap we learnt in pri sch
6 yrs of waste i mus say.
each yr in pri sch is like 1 term of sec sch?
the tests so ez, of cos last tym score high now score low lah.
WTF
and i shall choose myself whether i wan 3riple sci or not.
dont poke ur nose in my choice.
my decision
n gimme my own privacy can?
i lock my phone oso cannot?
lock hp means got bf meh?
evn if got so wht?
its mine phone, my password, my smses, my bf.
dont so kaypoh
ZZ
STUPIG
FUCK
BLAH
I HAD ENOUGH OF YALL.
