passing dwn is sad-
leaving is sad-
gng on separate ways is sad-





i cant hlp but imagine a few mths dwn the road
2h will b splitting into different classes
frm A - K
frm dhs to vjc and njc
NONONO!
cant we IP b tgt fr 6 yrs?

we

joked tgt,

learned tgt,

played tgt,

laughed tgt,

get scolded by tchers tgt,

LOTS -

i rmb hweehwee and fiona telling me they are as close or even closer to us 3 than their cls.
truthfully, i feel a stronger bond in 2h
how can a bond so strong, stronger than guides, be BROKEN??
i dont want the year to end,
i dont want to split cls.

no!

8:47 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

the travel agency sucks can
the phone line cnt get thru de.
me n my sis had b screaming at the voicemail fr ages and still to no avail
the DUMB person didnt call back
WTF
my mum was reminding me and my sis to watch the news la.
to see if the agency had kua alrdy anot.





i still cant load the pictures onto blogger
DUMBASS
sry ppl who r waiting fr the photos >.<
if thailand trip is still on,
yall hv to wait until mb 6 may?
yep, sry sry.
.
passing dwn-
the jie performances and night games.
the jie performances were gr8 luh.
but the atmosphere is -------
whn we were looking thru the 'memory lane' of the sec4s
ppl were laughing:D
but mb tht is just the brave front, yea.
.
night games
quite fun luh.
but i was so DAZED.
tht i spilled water on myself >.<
the eat sweets frm the flour game, i digested alot of flour:D
thn ltr i bcame mre awake le. the candle game.
.
aft tht went to bathe.
with sarah.
thn my blur juniors -sara and jin xin
go and use a shampoo on the floor.
it has been there since tht afternoon la.
ltr drop hair =X
.
thn in 2h exchange prezzie
and we formed tht p1 puzzle which i asked hwee to make
took photos of it too.
.
the night was nice.
in my dear 2h and with P1dove:D
no freezing atmosphere:)
we listen to ghost stories and played truth or dare.
realised tht hwee bluffed abt her crush luh.
btw, she likes jiang kai wen.
ask me who is tht. i hvn check yrbk yet x)
thn we talked until vry late.
then suddenli the tchers came and had a spotcheck
so we slp luh.
2H clsrm rocks!!
haha. so cool n windy--
.

5:51 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

8:51 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i just feel so busy
even thou the hols are coming
I want to bluff into da vinci code!!
anyone on?


oh ya, i can go to huga chalet!! 7~8 june
YAY YAY!!
but so far like nobody staying ovr night except me
siansian
PAID: $10 to cy
hope its fun luh..


flunked malay test
so far im the lowest :D
i suck at languages
...
thts y i dropped french MUAHAHA


ok,
im still confused with the chinese grpings
?.?


OMG!!
my dustbin disappeared!!!
ODD
whr cn i throw my rubbish haiz


P.S I HATE LIARS

whn u did sth wrong,
it will b discvred in the end
bluff me fr wht?
tell the truth and get away frm your BLOODY GUILT!!
my anger will b ovr in a while
I HATE YOU.
COS U LIED TO ME.

5:07 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae i&e
sell pillows:)
tired tired
aft tht went to maths olympiad
was late fr dno how long
i tot is 3.30pm start XD
anw, tdae learn indices again




oh ya
was damn angry can
i hate history lesson
moreover
tdae history stoled my fave lesson - pe
so in total tdae hv 2 hrs of history
WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO??
die le..
of boredom




now, im feeling bad
cos my sis wanted to use my com fr her hwrk
n i fought her off saying i also need to use
asking her to fuck off and use her own com
but now, im slacking..




AHH
history reflection
kikkoman reflection
maths assignment 1
history filing
chinese filing
HOPE i can finish 1 of those abv tdae




i always hand in wrk LATE..
was trying out wht to make fr passing dwn pressie
yeah
thts 100% more fun and enjoyable than those hwrk abv rite..
:D
and i got an IDEA!!!

8:48 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

my cousin wedding tmr!!
TRALALA
i hvn decided on wht to wear
AHHHH





OUCH!!
my finger hurts
:(




gng thailand soon
siann
the fd is gng to suck
dno the accomodation and coach gd anot
the gd thing is only tht 1 day of the trip, we are gng to a beach!!
TRALALAL~~~ YAYAY!!!





LOL.
my sis wanted to wear a tigger(winnie the pooh) tee to a wedding!!
HAHAHAHA
my mother was like: -.-""

8:25 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

today, i saw sth rly ODD
:X
haha




tdae guidees sec2 we discussed our passing dwn performance'
haha
DAMN GUAILAN
shdnt disclose too much *-)




ok, mrs chin said tht fr the enrolment and passing dwn, we will b staying overnight in sch.
sharing a (cls)room with our patrol.
sounds nice.
but it will mk us miss each other more.
WAHH





my parents are gng to freak over my result
and GPA score
my GPA is 2.8 :( whoa saddening
i got
2 Cs (history and science)
2 Bs (geog and chinese)
1 A (langgarts)
1 A+ (maths)

DIEX. :(
plus tmr parents and tchers meeting
AHHHH
and need to wear uniform to TUITION WTF!!

8:33 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tralala.
sianesss

6:42 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

LOL
cooking is fun
fr me. but not fr yixin
its nice!!
cn poke poke poke at the chicken

haha
1st time cooking.
SO NICE TO EAT.
the chicken.
cook until hand tired

i keep 'spraying' oil on POOR yixin - my cooking partner
she was screaming and complaining like HELL
HOHOHO




:D

6:12 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

10:04 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i realised the counter is getting mre and mre.
but the tags didnt increase HAIZ
cant get myself to study fr maths olmpiad
gng to flunk it like all my tests.

i got 16/30 fr lang arts test
GREAT right?!
and 16/20 fr CAP
and 42.5/50 fr maths common test

^fr the abv, i got scolded like SHIT man. just now.


imagine whn my parents knw my report bk grade fr
sci is 56
lang arts is 70
geog is 62

HAIZZZ
teachers-parents meeting soon
DIEXX x.x

8:43 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

TRALALA~~
got cls chalet
lol

abt 1/2 of my hols is gng to b
occupied with overseas trip, tuition and some sch activities
left another 1/2 fr shopping and proj
OMG. SO SHORT. HAIZZ

7:16 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tralala.
com lesson again:(
sian until siao

jus now present geog
got 28.5/40
WTF
need alteration
to get higher mrks
the water wallie comic the sunglasses looks like a BRA
HAHAHA
FREE WATER*shd b flood water

ohkaes.
com lesson.
zheng kai called ms zhong MRE TENG
LOL
than he correct himself and say MRS ZHONG
ms ZHONG sae: im not married yet!!

LOL
then we play 2 player bowman
tralalala~~

3:15 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i realised my tag board and counter the colour clash with my blogskin
sianned
how to change tagboard de colour??

9:09 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

tdae go north point with vanessa
haha
supposed to meet at 11 at yishun mrt
but i 11.15 reach
vanessa mre PRO
12 then reach
anw, we took neos and play arcadde only

the machine at north point sucks can
not tht im purposely defaming them or whtever shit
the machine got 2 camera
then the screen jus show comics
suddenli pop out 3 2 1 FLASH!
liddat
me n vanessa are not even posing or looking at the cam can?!
then selection of photo time so SHORT
10secs, i think
so hvn choose yet times up.
and the machine hlp us select photo
n it selected the ugliest. n ONE only
SEVEN bucks
i rather DONATE to charity la.
:(

so we retook another 9 buck machine
btr abit
the btr neo blow














then we went arcade
we played the bball
FUCK
only 30 secondds
we scored 21 points
AHH SO PAISEH ><

so i went to play the motor race thingy
n got 8th position which is last luh
the computer cheat de luh

then we play the DRUM!!
haha
we occupied the machine fr close to 1 hr i think
then got a few gers wait vry long le
we jus kip on put our crd again n continue the game luh
so in the end they smart le
whn we playing they got put card
haha
then i thot is me and vana de credit mah
so i go n press
in the end had to compete with them la
then i won 2 rounds
hands pain lyk mad

aft tht i go eat macs
then 3pm vana go air rifle
i go suntec meet my mum

bot neccessities fr the thailand tour la
like shampoo etc..

the fd court thr sucks can?!
kns de
1st eat at the fd court
cos normalli whole family 4 ppl we go eat at restaurant
aft tht took taxi home

SO SIAN!!!

8:08 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

like my skin?
lol
ok, BLOGSKIN i mean
im like so bored now
i finally finished the da chang jin series n my mum lent the vcd to my aunt le
no mre min da ren shuaige to see
BORINGG!!!



thr's sth bugging me since lvl camp
whn i saw sth i shdnt
n i didnt 'hlp' tht person i saw in trouble
.
name the ger A and the guy B
A slid dwn the king of the hill and the flaps of her SBT pants flew up.
she landed at the foot of B's and my leg.
both B and me saw sth of her we shdnt see
B turned away immed
being the same sex as A, i didnt tell her or ask her to change her position
.
im so GUILTY now
:(




WAHWAHWAHWAH
realised lvl camp my grp didnt rly bonded tht well
other grps bonded btr.
whts the problem..
...................................




y m i suddenly DWELLING upon lvl camp?
lol
dont tell me i missed it
NONONONO!
this couldnt b....

10:50 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

SAD

SADDENED

SADDENNING

i was so grumpy on the bus home :(
thinking abt unhappy things which strucked me and shocked me tdae
oh OMG
i still cant make myself blv it
:(
BLOODY FUCKIT!!

ok, im gng in seaarch of a FCUK blogskin
HOHOH
im really feeling vulgar
so whuever whu do want want to be cursed just dont annoy me!


FUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

sian diao..
WAHHHHHHH

5:06 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

HAPPIE MOTHER's DAY TO MY DEAR MOMMA!
lol
i went to my dumb chinese tuition and they made us write a mushy letter and want our mother's signiture on it. pass up nxt wk ); so paiseh la.. stiu need FORMAT de luh. WTF




anw, i did nt hv the chance to buy prezzie luh
fridae my mum brot me out to IMM. fr wht i dno
so we shopped-
then saturdae got tuition.
aft tht go eat my cousin's PRE-WEDDING dinner
haha
so dumb
then TODAE MOTHER's DAY le lorh
how i buy??
so i decided to pay fr my mum's all day expense
50bucks only:)
haha




i cant stand looking into the mirror now
im black lyk a bangala
ok, im abit racist. NO MORE than abit><
i alwaes see a blacker than wht i expected face looking at me
:(
so odd
plus my lower arm and legs oso black luh
SAD
lyk baogong liddat






OH YA
i bot jolin's new album
DANCING DIVA
WAHA




i want another haircut
but my mum dont let
she said i just got a haircut 2 wks ago
but its so hot----



i feel lazy to make the buttons fr my blouse
SIANN
i wk nvr make
WAHAHA


oh ya, i finished da chang jin le
at last
aft staying up late evry night
but worth it!
tht min da ren is DAMN BLOODY SHUAI!!
hoho.
stop 'manizing le



go read CLEO-

10:34 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i want to thank my parents fr washing my shoes and clothes fr lvl camp
:D
THANKS!!
really



the sad thing is tht
they used bleach!!
AHH
but anw, at least not dirty until i rash rite
the bloody camp shirt haven wash bfr
i wear until whole body rash



my whole PE shorts is BROWN
my 50anni shirt hv streaks of brown le
then others 1 haven see yet
and i dunwan to see
i oni knw tht i need to buy new pe shorts:(




tht is it fr tdae!
sianned
jus woke up
and found all my BLEACHED clothes.

12:47 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

whee..
lvl camp ended
MONARCH!!:)
thinking back, lvl camp is quite fun, but tiring

im on a eating spree now.
since lvl camp ended
i ate a packet of roller coaster rings, 2 kfc original drumsticks, 1 cheesefries, 3 refills of root beer, 1 cup of ice, 1 pack of cheese balls, 1 drop of kisses, 1 kitkat
i pro?
hehhehh

anw, i truely forgotten most of the things in the camp
so i wiu jus talk shortly abt the mre significants points to me:)

1) i <3 the MUD!!! but i hate the cleaning up:(
2) i realised i love 2h like HELL deep!! i was so happy to meet back with 2h on the 1st night:)
3) i tio rashes again, even thou im on the grass fr a few seconds fr bee attack:(
4) i cn shop fr 8hrs, but not walk ard LCK fr 8hrs
5) im blacker
6) i screamed alot fr the campfire and did not get a sorethroat
7) i got less than 5 mosquito bites. rashes occupies most of my skin;)
8) im totallye disgusted by the teeny weeny hopping frogs
9) i lost a few socks and shirt x(



out of the activities, i lyk the nature ramble and the king of the hill thingy.
i love the mud man! and i love sliding dwn the hill.

LOL
JOHN was funny MAN!!
middle ham xDDDD

i almost died during the hike
the sweat is attacking my rashes on my thighs with is pain lyk shit!!

m&n song is im tune with the banana song
then we keep competing
"many many more"
"hey"
see which side can last longer
lol

campfire was not bad too
i felt high suddenly and screamed whenevr i can
and i didnt get a sorethroat :)
but the fire soooooooo SMALL:(



talk abt slping now;
i cant slp on the 1st night
i HATE tents:(
jus cant fall asleep in them ;

2nd night i slpt at quite a late tym but also woke up at a late time of 6.30
a time when everybody was up and about ;

3rd night rocks i tot i want to stay up and gossip abt things with friends
then in the end we all vry tired
I WAS THE 1ST TO FELL ASLEEP!!
lol
i dreamt tht i was fighting, and i kicked the wooden board hard, whn everyone were still talking to 1 another
and everybody on the same plank with me was SHOCKED
i woke up and said sry and fell aslp again in a few seconds
YIPPS!!

tdae in the coach back i cant stand le fell aslp
and woke up promptly whn we are reaching school soon
but i sweated dno why whole face was wet

went KFC with yixin bcos got free refill ><
and i haven drank nice drinks for 4 days le
then we were talking and talking till abt 3.25pm then we go home




now i want to slp and slp and slp
SO TIRED!! :(


oh ya, btw, yixin and chaoyuans say i got panda eyes le.
so i need to slp more!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHH

5:21 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

lvl camp tmr
btr blog mre in case i die thr
since last yr, i kip hving the feeling tht i wiu die the next day.
:(
haha
so i DO EVERYTHING I LIKE
tralala
ok, so now i got a feeling tht i wiu die at the camp
dont diao me
at least i leave 1 last entry bfr i "die"
:D

TDAE:
-luckily i rmb to brg my excuse letter. abt the grass thingy
-washed my hair 2 times. cos 4 days cant wash properli le
-put extra conditioner
-bot a f&n orange bottle fr my water bottle tmr

think im prepared fr the camp..



OH YA!! I NT GNG VJ LE :D
tralala
essay so hard to write
:)



n i seriously blv lvl camp will suck bcos i got a few mosquito bites le
go thr i dno how-.-
plus i got 2 big bags and a slping bag
how m i gng lug them ard..
luckily zk volunteered to fetch me n joanne to sch tmr
6.40am at my house thr tht busstp
i stiu nid my parent's hlp to lug my bag to the busstp
:(



AIYAH
btr than nth le
siansian

6:21 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

im rly TIRED
of everything

aft the 2 tests ytd
aft the 1 test tdae
aft taking napfa 2.4
aft cca guides
aft knwing tht i got lots of things UNDONE
i want to hv a longlong slp
but to no avail

UNDONE
-write vjc essay
-label lvl camp things
-pack lvl camp things
-shou 1 ball of twine
-n lots of thing with later deadline




this sucks mans
lets tok abt my tired DAY

flunked CL test again
the compre so much hidden meanings how to do
:(

2.4km run
i hope i get A
i think im jus lousy
alwaes chiong the whole run
then aft the run
sure dizzy lyk mad n want to puke liddat de
i got overtook by lot of ppl during the run
btw, i got 33 >.<
i feel bad chionging bby myself
nvr wait fr yijie n ovidia

guides
learn abt the flag pole
talk with chengyi aft jihe
sad. her last jihe
WAHH

then i took taxi home with pri sch ppl
vanana, charlotte and audrey
tralala
i was LAZY
insisted on taking taxi
at 1st i sae i pay
then audrey paid me 2bucks
so i paid 3.30
haha
nice luh
dunnid wait at the busstp n squeeze on the bus

now, here im in front of the com trying to do the VJ essay which is so DIAO
i hate dng essays
whts mre, dng the essay which might cause me to leave my DEARed friends



DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE
i seriously want to slp
mb i shd slp now n wake up early tmr :(

8:58 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

happie birthday to charlotte!!
haha
mengyee n evon came to dhs
to celebrate fr her
yep..



then
aiyah
flunked my history and maths

colonialism - huh??
i dont utd at all..
ok. i utd abit
but then, how to format the 1sentence meaning into a 10mrk essay

maths >> careless >> DIE
so i die luh
all the things ms seow go thru with us aft the test
i ALL wrong
minus 9 mrks le luh
HAIZZ
:(


SADDENING
tmr HCL test
yay alot ppl not studying
tralala~~
me too!
waste tym oni..



lvl camp coming!
nt tht i like it or wht
but i want the tests to be over QUICKLY!
tdae learn the lvl camp dance*
damn odd.. lyk a tribe or sth.. cos in a circle de.
was laming ard

NEED TO PACK!!
arrghh
n to label
so sianned.
so much things luh-.-

5:45 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i feel so DUMB tdae.
gng ard the sch on a cls tee and a pair of oversized SBT shorts
alot ppl kip asking i borrow the shorts frm whu
cos its vry BIG
btw, the shorts is mine.
WAHA
i lost my dear lunch la
MY MILK
i spilled it all over my blouse and skirt
tdae is a disaster(dno hw to spell) fr all hugarians
eg. i spilled milk, guiju spilled chinese calligraphy ink on yingzhi n her self etc...

my blouse n skirt smells damn nice
like milk flavoured lollipop liddat
but ppl sae its smelly
so..
im speechless

oh ya, and amanda say im shuai worh!
hehh..

tralala
nth to write le leh
jus tht lotsa of things coming up

THURSDAY(tmr)
history test
maths common test

FRIDAY
hcl ppr and napfa

NXT WK
mondae ~ thursdae: lvl camp
friday: shopping fr mother's day prezzie..

BUSY.
n i haven pack lvl camp things
ppl start packing le!!
AHHH.. so busy.......

4:50 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

i decided tht my handphone is my life
tdae, my battery went flat n i thought my hp died
so i jay-walked on the way home
but no cars came
see, no one wants my life.
SADISTIC-ATED








dont ppl think life is sad?
why do we come into this world?
for wht?
to worry, to cry, and die in the end?
what is the use?
our existence is nothing at all
to prevent humans frm extinction?
CRAP
so wht if we dont extinct?
SO WHAT?!








cant ppl be straight?
say wht they want,
and do wht they want.
why must they talk a whole load of crap?
and when i reach a conclusion abt wht they r tokking abt,
its only ONE word,
and tht is:
JEALOUS
*cant u just stop it?*









why cant u take off your mask
and be the real u?
ure just so fake
so ever fake
when i rly cant stand u 1 day
*dont blame me*









and u
u think i lyk u
dont u?
u tynk ure gd looking
dont u
so wht if SHE is ugly
u got no right to comment
no right to criticise











I HATE THE WORLD
IN CASE U TYNK IM TALKING ABT ONE SAME PERSON,
IM NOT
EACH PARAGRAPH IS 1 PERSON

yea
i dont hv the courage to stand up to them
tell them their flaws
and break everything btwn
HORRIBLE
TERRIBLE
VEGETABLE!

5:27 PM { thinking of yuw. forget? impossible..

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